mtakav8tr

Had A Weird Day I Guess...?

2004-10-13T08:33:44Z

So to start I really fucked up, I miscalculated my paycheck from a week and a half ago and ended up running out of money like a week before my next check, so I am barely afloat right now. I really need to start trying at Melaleuca, Napa isn't paying enough, but if i could just get an income started the discount is so huge it isn't even funny. Not sure I want to talk about girls here...hmm. Well anyways My Best friend Jazon and I hung out for the first time in what seems like forever. I am actually really happy to know that we are still good friends, cuz there for a while it seemed like whenever I would tell him he should come over or even just call him he never wanted to talk or do anything. It also seems like he Never calls me. Like I always have to be the one to call...well one thing at a time I guess. Then again it seems like with just about all of my friends (except for Mike) if I ever want to have anything to do with them, I have to put forth ALL the effort. And usually that is cool with me, but it just seems like no one ever calls me, or asks me to do anything, always me doing it. Maybe I should just stop talking to everyone and isolate myself and see who my friends really are, cuz I wonder wayy too much. Well anyways, really good news on working on my car, I am very happy. I found quite a few things that I can do to make my car look really nice, and quite a few ideas to make my car way more unique than any other celica out there, I am really excited. I really hope that Kelly ends up joining the Navy and getting sworn in. I mean it will really benifit the start of her life, she moved up here from Oregon to get away from the drug scene and everything else and I really think it will help her get a jump start to her life (that and of course cuz she will sell me her snake when she gets shipped out, lol). Well I think my mind has bounced back and forth through enough hall ways tonight, I would have to say, I am off to bed.

Flustered, I guess

2004-10-02T07:57:45Z

Today was a really long day, with work, then coming home for a little while and heading straight over to my dads to finish his truck, I didn't really get Home, until 9:30. It was really cool tho cuz Steven came with me to my dads and helped me finish my dads truck. Then when we got back we grabbed Azaria and went to Red Robin, which was lots of fun, but I have realized I need to do everything I can to avoid Azaria, as bad as that sounds. I really like her, and I need to NOT. She likes Steven and Steven likes her, they are really cute together, and I need to stay out of it. I wish I would stop rushing myself to find a relationship. I know i dont need one, but I get really lonely sometimes, I really dont like it. It is really nice tho, cuz I can help it a little by all the cuddling I get from Kelly, I really like that. She is sleeping in my bed with me tonight because everything else is taken tonight and she wasn't able to get her bed here today, so that will be nice, I always love company. There is another girl that I have liked for quite some time, but never quite developed, we just never have time to hang out. I have been trying to get her to do stuff lately and she wants to, but she will tell me a time she is available and i wont, and then when I am, she is always doing something already. I dont know, I dont get it, people like robbie and steven never try to get girls, they just somehow get attached to them, and me, no matter what I try am always just everybody's best friend, or annoying pest. Well everyone is talking to me online right now and I have lost track of what I was writing, so until next time.

Certain Things....

2004-10-01T06:13:33Z

Quiz!

2004-10-01T06:12:08Z

Dreams

2004-10-01T05:58:43Z

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2004-09-30T10:59:28Z

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